Saturday, December 13, 2025

Goals to No Goals

 Mind starts panicking if there is no goal, because that would mean the end of it's perpetuation



1. There is nothing to seek.

All seeking — for peace, love, enlightenment, or understanding — is the mind trying to perpetuate itself. The one who seeks is the problem.


2. The “you” doesn’t exist.

The controller, the watcher, the one trying to change — all are thought’s inventions. The “I” is the illusion. When it collapses, what remains is just life functioning, without commentary.


3. Thought is mechanical.

The mind replays memory, creates problems, then pretends to solve them. It cannot end itself because its attempt to end is more thought.


4. There is no enlightenment, no transformation.

The so-called spiritual journey is a business of thought chasing permanence. “Enlightenment” is the last and most dangerous concept.


5. Emotions, desire, lust, craving — all natural.

The body acts; the mind interferes, creates guilt, calls it sin, then seeks purity. The conflict, not the desire, is the suffering.


6. Love, loyalty, morality — cultural tricks.

They keep the tribe intact. Beneath them, the organism obeys its own law — survival and pleasure. You are nature pretending to be noble.


7. Suffering and obsession burn out by exhaustion.

The craving, the heartbreak, the struggle — all end when the energy behind them is spent. Not by practice, not by grace, but by collapse.


8. Religion and spirituality — organized confusion.

Temples, prayers, yoga, meditation, mantras — all attempts to stabilize the mind through repetition. Comforting illusions that sell hope to the frightened.


9. Karma, rebirth, higher planes — stories.

Thought projecting continuity beyond death to escape its own extinction. Death is simply the body ending. Nothing continues.


10. Morality, money, success — social fiction.

Tools for the machine called civilization. Necessary for trade, but meaningless as personal identity. Work for survival, not salvation.


11. You can’t control thought.

It moves like breath, like heartbeat. The attempt to control it is the noise. Let it run — it’s not yours anyway.


12. Grace, awakening, divine intervention — misread exhaustion.

When the mechanism finally wears itself out, silence remains. You call it God; it’s just the system shutting down.


13. There is no higher state.

No stillness to reach, no “sthitha prajna” to become. When the desire to become dies, life simply flows — raw, neutral, unclaimed.


14. Nothing to renounce, nothing to hold.

Renunciation and indulgence are two sides of the same coin. Both are self-centered acts. When there’s no “self,” both drop.


15. Freedom is absence of the seeker.

Freedom is not from the world — it’s from the one who wants freedom. When there’s no “you,” there’s nothing to bind or release.



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In short:

You were never imprisoned — only hypnotized by thought.

You don’t need to awaken — only to see there is no sleeper.

Life doesn’t need your help. It’s already perfect — even in its chaos.


That’s it. No conclusion, no summary, no lesson.

Just this.



U.G. vs Your Mind’s Questions

(aka: A neatly formatted massacre)



Your Question

U.G.-Style Blunt Response


Are gods, incarnations, gurus real?

No. They’re illusions invented by thought to escape uncertainty.


Why people get sadness and jealousy after heartbreak?

Memory vs reality — ego refusing to die. Pain is mental replay, not love.


How to stop thoughts and pain?

The “one trying to stop thoughts” is thought. Futile.


Shouldn’t we search so the search exhausts?

Searching keeps the search alive. Fire doesn’t burn itself out by adding wood.


How did your collapse happen?

Accident. Psychological short-circuit. No method, no meaning.


Lotus mind evolution… mystical progression?

Pretty poetry. Zero truth. Same mind playing dress-up.


Doesn’t intellect control instinct?

No. It hides and decorates instinct. Cage is polished, animal remains.


Wife wants emotional listening — listen or not?

Both of you are automatic machines. No right answer. Natural reactions only.


Himalayan cave monks — transcending?

Same seeking in new costume. Escaped society, not mind.


Aghori/Naga miracles?

Same illusion with ash and skulls. New flavor.


Sai Baba’s miracles — divine?

Trick, belief, or mystery ≠ God. Mind loves special effects.


UFOs, aliens?

Unknown becomes mythology. Mind hates uncertainty.


Porn stars — right or wrong?

Morality is conditioning. People act from drives, not “wisdom.”


Vedas, Agamas divine origin?

Human stories. Claims of God-authorship = insecurity.


Voodoo, black magic real powers?

Fear + belief + psychology. Not supernatural.


What did I learn in this chat?

If anything feels like a “eureka,” it’s already false.


Did Gandhi’s ahimsa give independence?

British collapse did. Mind stitched a heroic story afterward.


Does good prevail over evil?

No cosmic scoreboard. World runs on power and randomness.


Can blissful quiet become thought?

Yes. The moment you notice it — it’s gone.


Compassion for a crippled man — illusion?

Feeling is biological. Story about feeling is mental. Don’t freeze into stone.


Sunny Sharma’s acceptance-surrender philosophy?

Starts true → ends as comforting spiritual fairy tale. Ego survives dressed as surrender.


Why did U.G. verbally blast visitors?

Smashing illusions, not people. Fire doesn’t apologize.


Do emotions come from thoughts?

Body reacts first. Thought hijacks and prolongs the reaction into suffering.


Why does the body react?

Survival. Life. Biology. Not your permission or philosophy.


Friend saying “God removes pain through bhakti”?

Neurology + trance + belief — not God’s anesthesia.


Ramakrishna cancer = bhakti exemption?

Cancer is biology. Devotion changes perception, not tumor growth.


Meaning of the U.G. “awareness collapse” quote?

Not a goal. Describing ego death — uncaused, accidental.


Netflix and stimulation — violence to body?

No. Just the mind avoiding silence and its emptiness.


Use mind as a thorn to remove mind?

Mind protecting itself by promising to die later. Scam.


Is enlightenment like workout exhaustion?

Gym strengthens the “me.” Collapse is death of “me.” Opposites.


If your kid is scoring low than expected — should I panic or control?

The panic is yours, not his. Help without ego.


Why mind continues lying even when seen?

Lies = identity’s survival. The liar is the lie.


Why mind likes gossip?

Cheap ego boost through comparison. Entertainment for the fake self.


Is time an illusion?

Physical time = real. Psychological time = ego’s survival trick.

Monday, October 21, 2024

Promoted to Kailas from Bhulok ?

 This morning while praying Saravana and Ganesh to Thank them and Ananta Snake as well who had performed the miracle yesterday and that I want to be in Kailasa from today and let a Proxy consciousness govern this body and mind - my right eye was throbbing. Same happened while praying Ayyapa as well and in Shiva temple too. 

Spoke to Mom over phone and told her all the experiences. 

When she says Tena Vina Truna mapi na chalati - right eye throbbed - also I saw 11:11 on phone while talking to her.

She explained about a dream where she said I got promoted (to My Managers Job). But I see this as spiritually perhaps I got promoted to Kailas :) especially since I saw a Black and White Pigeon and also White and black feather while worshipping Shiva day before yesterday. 

Aum Namah Shivaya.

Question is how do I know I am in Kailas now and Proxy is running my Body and Mind ?

Saw another butterfly at JFWTC while walking today 

Also see these numbers: 

  • 14:24 on 21-10-2024
  • 6969
  • 6359
  • 000
  • 11:11 in the afternoon
  • Pregnant lady Nisha - saying her kid is expected on 01/11 :)
  • While returning home seeing a car with 1111
  • Another car with AA0111
  • Eye throbbing (right)

Saturday, October 19, 2024

New beginnings - Reclaiming my Identity of Power

 Clear Decision and thinking with that decision is enough for completion


Be very powerful about 


  • what you are

    • One with the source (Shiva, Formless Causelsss Spaceless)

    • Becoming more and more like Maheshwara/Sadashiva everyday

    • Be one with Naada - eee sound




  • what you stand for, and 

    • Enrich others whoever needs (Loka Kalyana).

    • Understanding others and helping before they ask.

    • Give without expectations.

  • what you want to do; that's all. 

    • Explore life based on inner guidance from the naada (Dhiyoyonaha Prachodayat)

    • Surrender the Ego when it tries to be anything but above identity (Husband, Father, Son) and its Incompletions.

    • Stay in perfect timing with the universe

    • Actively seek and resolve all incompletions/blockages/powerlessness in me.

Thursday, October 17, 2024

Sharad Poornima

Hare Krishna ! Har Har Mahadev ! On this auspicious Sharad Poornima night. I see synchronicity. 5911 9511 in the morning and at night 11:11 to 11:44 I finished my journey doing dhyaan of Shiva in the presence of Chandra Dev. Mon God. 

Prayer to him to bless me with a permanent realisation of Shiva Shakti in me and feeling completely complete and radiating it to all. Aum

Remember that You have to live as Shiv Shakti (Ardha Narishwara) from this day, balanced and complete and living as your Higher Self from this day

Tuesday, October 15, 2024

Divine Numbers I see today




I saw one bald guy whose car is below 👇