Powerful ferocious unclutching today

Today my mind you a path of its own instinctively and tiny habits technique helped me to come out to it. 

I used this instance as the anchor, when mind becomes instinctive and saw the engram / engraved memory trying to take control and express itself, placed it at Siva's feet and powerfully and ferociously Unclutched. 

I should celebrate this achievement in a big way as this isn't an easy thing to achieve. Many many masters have failed here and I was able to manifest my power of observation and ferocious unclutching over it. 

Aum Haam Haum Sivaya Namaha

Aum Nithyananda Paramasivoham

Another relapse of vows - Explore power of decision making

Update on 17th Oct: Had kotthu Paratha last night from a hotel and had an unwanted dream which lead to loss of sublimation. Need to understand how to consciously be conscious of dreams. 

Update on Oct 14th: 50 tinyhabits in place in life. Live Manifestation happening per my identity. Yet on occasions in dreams especially and sometimes even in waking states, mind does behave instinctively, but now I observed even in dreams there's some conscious control, thanks to daily sadhana and contemplation. Having a good body with anti-aging manifesting doesn't mean your identity changed, only the dress I'm wearing changed, but the core principles which guide my life remain and there should be no compromise there doesn't matter what the occassion is, who I interact with, or what sort of thoughts come and go in mind. 

Update on Sep 6th: was able to use the power of decision to maintain my vows until 5th Sep. Which isn't bad. 

2 new learnings.

1. Don't plan vows /decisions for life, plan for next two days. In the immediacy of your consciousness. 

2. Use the "after I" prompt to manifest whatever you want to manifest

Update On 22nd July 2020 11.40 PM : since i didn't follow this today as well I renew my vow of being a Jivanmukta, Paramahamsa Brahmachari at this very moment by completing all my past incompletions by proclaiming Paramasivoham. 

Still unable to authentically practice brahmacharya in thoughts, words and actions. The mind is very primitive and it feels like it cannot be changed. Any sort of control is feels like repression. 

One thing that keeps coming to my mind again and again is what UG Krishnamurti mentions about the mind. That it's interested in its own continuity.

all said and done brahmacharya is important and I want to explore the power of decision making. 

Calming the mind, Unclutching and anti aging

Use Vaak to visualise your mind and give a solution using your voice. By converting into Vaak the mind will stop inner chatter. It won't ask the same question again. If emails or gossips from people irritate you - thank Siva to help make you understand you're so clutched. And now you have an opportunity to unclutch.

Remember you don't have to think, act or do anything. Siva is running the universe with no thoughts. His energy will do what's necessary on its own.

If something needs to be done let Siva do it through your being, without thought being converted to Engrams (engraved memory)

Thoughts (Random) <> Engraved Memory (which makes you believe world is real including the I thought)

KaalaBhairava has his left leg (past) before right leg (future)

So much to be done (west thinks like this) causes people to look young (stop aging) .. however is not same as converting thought to engram... Everything is over (east thinks like this) ... Causes hastened aging.

Don't allow thoughts and Engrams to fight (Unclutching).

Summary: Don't let the past (conditioning) extend itself into the chronological future due to continuous conflicts between thoughts and Engrams (conditioning). This is past even though it may happen in chronological future. Causes aging.

In other words whatever happened and whatever course you have projected to happen in future (due to conditioning, Engraved memories etc is Past) even if it is yet to happen in future. Whereas whatever moments you lived in past without conflict between thoughts and engrams (or without being under the influence of engrams) is future even though it happened in the past.

Continuous Unclutching by going into chronological past and completing with the conditioning will reduce the past and create more future. With future getting extended with pure inner space of completion in the present - you start anti-aging. Thanks to my Guru Sri Paramahamsa Nithyananda for making me cognise this truth.

Source : https://youtu.be/q7vemMPAQOY