Saturday, October 23, 2010
Learnings from USA trip - Part 2
During the architecure - sequence diagram brainstorming - we all were kind off stuck in one placve due to too many engineers giving too many opinions. And it was hard to figure of which was the right way. Every one involved were in confusion and we werent going anywhere for 2 - 3 hours. Thats when Dan sprang into action. he calmly opened his laptop - didnt pay attention to anyone around - just kept on jotting down his thoughts in a sequence diagram. His design was so good and so easy that people wondered why they didnt think about it before.
i observed that Dan had the ability to think and "see" clearly even amidst confusion. He was very good in memory and reasoning faculties (the muladhara and svadhistana chakras). He also served the US Navy for 6 years due to which his willpower was extremely good. If you observe people who have come from the army they dont have the word impossible / difficult in their dictionary. They just come up with solutions and strategies. Dan was one of them. I realized how well Dan was functioning in the higher chakras - firing all cylinders. He had very clear vision of the goal when discussing design - never lost sight of it. He had even implemented one of the trickiest modules in an earlier project - he had written the code which would do the replacement of Tactical softwares Serial IP Ethernet. He was designing the next gen product using SilverLight Technology. He was the best architect i had ever seen for a long time. We became very good friends from aquaintances and he told me all his army stories.
The key to the functioning of Manipura chakra is never losing the sight of the Goal - and then using other faculties of reasoning and memory to shoot like an arrow towards the goal.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Learnings from USA trip - Part 1
This month has been a lot of travel – which also means a lot of learning's. Travelled from Bangalore –> Mumbai –> Frankfurt –> Chicago –> Wauwatosa, USA.
My Very first Observation
I’m sitting in the Mumbai Airport inside the Indian Airlines Flight to Frankfurt – at the moment Sharath is next to me and i realize that i have forgotten my jacket back in the waiting area. the flight is almost full and getting ready for closing doors. At this moment my mind started speaking that there is no way i can make it back outside and get the jacket. Sharath calmly advised – You may not make it but you should at least try. His comment reminded me of the basic structure of the mind – it likes to believe what it already believes. In other words i was so much actually believing that i would NOT make it back and get the jacket – that i was seeing ways why i would not make it (such as a long queue of people trying to put cabin baggage up which would prevent my exit). At that moment i wanted to challenge my mind – I reversed my belief and told myself – yes, I'm going to go to Frankfurt with that Jacket – come what may !
When i reversed on my belief and meditated on it for a few seconds – I was now looking for solutions on why I can make it - found an alternate route out of the plane and jumped into action. I made it to the exit – then a cop asked me why I’m going out. i informed him that i missed my jacket – he accompanied me to the waiting area and I found my jacket lying there – Thankfully nobody had taken it away. I got it and i made it back into the aircraft and the doors closed after i entered.
This experience explained me the way the mind works – You simply have to believe if you want something. Belief will lead to positive thoughts on how to attain the goal – this in turn will make a person happy in life.
Friday, October 1, 2010
Overcoming Non-persistence
There is a famous saying - “Persistence is what makes it sound like that the Impossible is possible, possible – likely and likely definite”
A river cuts through rock – not because of its softness but because of its persistence.
The slogan “Press On” has and always will solve the problems of the human race.
I was concerned about my being Non-persistent in my important goals of life. I observe that I am persistent in some small jobs of life – such as “brushing teeth”, “getting ready & going on time to office” etc. But was not able to apply the same in my spiritual and personal goals.
The search continued on how to attain consistency. That’s when I found this beautiful article through the help of a friend.
Its is from Massachusetts institute of Technology and it really helped me beat inconsistency. I’m able to beat the odds using this approach.
Goal 1 - Daily Meditation for at-least 1/2 hr.
Consequence (of not doing it) – Walking 2 km to Ganesh Temple
Goal 2 – Read Master Course lessons from Gurudeva’s Trilogy
Consequence (of not doing it) – Give 200 bucks to Wife.
BEFORE I adopted this strategy – my Success statistics were 2/8 (2 days out of 8 i was able to work consistently on my Goals)
AFTER I adopted this strategy – my Success Stats are 10/12 (10 days able to work on Goals consistency on 12 days) which is not Bad. Of course I had to walk 2 km on 2 days and also lost 400 bucks to wife :-)
As mentioned in the article – the consequence is not meant as a punishment but meant as a means to enforce integrity within myself. Now i can confidently say “Yes I can, I am able”
Aum Nama Sivaya
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Staying Sub-Superconscious
Sunday, August 15, 2010
Powerful Meditation
Last night there was a power cut at home & hence me and my wife went upstairs on the terrace for a walk. After some walk, she started listening to Music on her MP3 player while I sat cross legged on the terrace floor for a meditation.
- Took some 5 minutes for my mental and physical systems to cool down
- After that awareness was just in the present completely, the sound of the neighbourhood, the feel of the breeze, the honks of distant vehicles in the city, the sound of my own breath, walking sound of my wife, sound of the leaves, and there was no me, just perception. This might have continues for 10 minutes or so though I was not aware of the time.
- Then mind entered contemplation – to observe the observer of all the perceptions that were happening. This was when I observed the breath had come to standstill, i.e. the incoming and outgoing breath was neutralized to a very short in-out breath which almost became standstill. Was in this state for the next 5 minutes.
- The next moment I observe I was feeling my spine, I was feeling myself as in the observer, in the infinite super-conscious state. There was a mild light at the top of my head and also sound. Together there was a heaviness feeling in my head – as if all the activity was only in head and the body awareness was lost. I was just the head and spine – that how I felt. It was a beautiful state. Don’t know how long it lasted but i dont remember anything on the material plane during this state. No more sound of external world disturbed me or even came to my notice.
- Then my guru appeared in my meditation vision & he was cross-legged just like me. Then we spoke a few things which happened very fast. Next thing I remember is my wife calling me for dinner as power was back. I stayed in the same state for 5 mintes feeling completely refreshed, rejuvinated and full of energy.
Thanks to my guru for guiding me into such a wonderful meditation.