Relapse of Vows

Went to US in March 03 2020, everything was fine but after I returned not sure what happened, mind made me briefly go back to old habits, repressed memories and my vows took a beating. 

(Tatpurusha) Siva's aspect which removes one from Delusion took over and thanks to Siva pooja - I am able to restart my vows. Luckily all isn't lost as Siva Pooja and Diet (Nirahara Samyama) is still on track with occasional solids. 

Yoga and Control over Sleep are the next aspects to master