I'll continue to contemplate more on this. But if surrender is all a matter of releasing the individual will to divine will and surrendering to it, when was I not ever in surrender? Perhaps I'm only consciously surrendering now but in reality I didn't have a choice but be in surrender?
Praying Shiva at around 05:55 evening for His darshan while walking around Lake, in some form or other other (but preferably a form I can understand :) ...
At around 5:58 while I typed this. I see 3 snakes one after another Aum Namah Shivaya
And around 7 dogs :) Aum Bhairavaya Namah
- Changes started in life with BK taking MS site leader role.
- Fate pushed me for taking interview for Director role.
- Fate made me lose it.
- Fate made me go through a small dark night of soul and felt let down when I was rejected.
- Fate made me aggressively apply outside
- Fate made me lose and win, lose and win
- Fate made me win AMZ
- Fate made me helpless but choose the offer
- Fate made me work there with so many changes
- Fate made my health go bad and struggle with work life balance and continuous change of Mgrs.
- Fate made me leave it and come back to Connectivity
- Fate made me meet soul connect
- Fate made me feel the feelings
- Fate made me accept life as it comes
- Fate made me experience it and get attached
- Fate created good memories
- Fate made me lose everything
- Fate made me devoted to Shiva
What else you've got for me Fate ? Is there anything called Free will?
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