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Fully back into what has seemed like second Dark Night of EGO after Union. Why this happens? Why just a small trigger of a Trek is causing this when I learn that - going to Trek with Karmic?
When I already know, it was expected to happen. Why is mind going back to the older ego based clinging energies of obsession, disgust, feeling of destroying self, feeling of changing job,
TF calls suddenly to check on me. As usual
After the full moon - instead of TF ascension my downfall has started seems like - Again the continuous obsessive stalking symptoms are returning. Please save me God!
Anyways I wanted to go to Dharmasthala.
Bholenath knows I'm very down today and cried a lot so He gave me abundance of darshan. I saw atleast 7 snakes.
Karpura gauram karuna avataram
sansara saaram bhijagendra haaram
Sada vasantam hridayaravinde
Bhavam bhavani sahitam namami
Today I prayed bholenath x 108 to give the understanding of the connection 100 times stronger than how i felt. How it is incomplete without divine union. Let's see if he does answer my prayer or not
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