Chasing and Running

 Here is a pattern between Infy (DF) and Trea (DM). Names anonymized

9th July - DF and DM separate due to a minor truffle

10th July - DF continues to contact DM - she is wow and doing everything ok by the book - DF assumes she is ok, and they have patched up. 

11th July - DF and DM still in touch - sharing pics - but DF can feel a reduced connection from DM

18-19th Jul - Planning happens and DF observes that DM is with Trea and not talking properly

Around 26th Jul - DF confronts DM - and DM confesses feelings for Trea. Asks for forgiveness and Dark night of the ego starts for DF.

14th aug - DF tries calling Dm to join celebration - she wont but answers calls. she is with Trea WFH.

15th morning - DF heading to Chennai - extreme heart break happens that morning when he notices them together online. Pain in heart follows. Decides to drop the attachment at senses, thoughts and actions and surrenders. follows through in train.

17th Aug - DF mind Control continues

19th Aug - Mon - DF controls even after seeing her 

20th Aug - attends a party but does not talk much with DM. Still with Trea. Evening gets a call from DM asking if someone from team can join. DF agrees and they meet at party. DF leaves party early

21th Aug - Again DM calls to check - how is DM doing. DF says all good. DM is worried if DF is quitting job.

26th - DM and DF meet at work - DF is with Trea. discussing about taking new shirt and dancing

27th Aug - DM randomly shares some eating related stuff from a book. Krishna Janmashtami celebs - DF gets attached and shared videos of celeb.

28th celeb - Emerge event. DF gifts DM jap mala, DM does not come in DF car goes with trea. hrt brk again, later while going home also DF offers - but DM rejects and goes home with Trea. Another separation starts.

30th Aug - DF calls DM once during movie, DM calls back after the movie to check on the movie.

1 Sept - DM responds to status msg

5th Sep - DM comes, bday wishes exchanged - cake cutting happens and invites DF. DF wishes DM and expresses unconditional love

6th 7th Sep - DF shares Ganesh Chaturthi vids. on 7th she also shares a pic.

8th Sep - DF requests DM to call. Evening call happens - DF tries to make DM feel good and not guilty for separation. Explains about Kundalini shakti awakening and DM feels better says guilt reduced to 8/10. Approx 53 mins. Later sends long text about TF to DF. 

9th Sep - DF morning - wishes GM with smile. She meet him at office with a smile and seem happy.

10th Sep - DF again asks about healing score - DM gets pissed with this Q.

11th Sep - DF and DM kids bday wishes.

12th Sep - Meet at work - but nothing much.

16th Sep - DM suddenly calls, DF does not have time to speak, does not return call. DF realizes the Twin flame pattern and she is indeed his TF. Decides to put an end to chasing. 7777 is seen many times to confirm his thoughts. Relief from chasing. Decided to not initiate non work contact and let her go through her journey.

17th Sep - WFH - DM in office. DMs partner calls to check if I am in office, could hear her voice in bg.

18th Sep - Sent an email to all Diversities to attend a meet, DM comes despite being far away to attend. But I do not meet, leave early to prevent contact. (I am running). But I am in pain says DF, surrendering as DF is in touch with partner always and does not seem to bother. But divine guidance was to bring the awareness to 3rd eye region with the feeling that surrender is complete and feel the atma linga in the ananda gandha along with the eee sound (naada). 

19th Sep - There is a 1-1 - let's see. But today's guidance was to bring the sun / bright light in 3rd eye with the feeling the wish is fulfilled including TF is with me. While walking prayed for Sun god to stay between eye brows and in ajna to which He agreed and blessed. In that I see Krishna and Guru and Shiva. Also morning felt so good doing long ajapajapa.