Friday, September 13, 2024

Incompletions

When you try surrendering but still have subtle expectations for the outcome you subconsciously want and get disappointed everyday when it doesn't happen.
When whatever you are doing, everything you thought is real, becomes unreal. 
When you realise whatever you think thought was real was delusion and deep delusion.
When ever sign you thought you got from the universe was your own mind playing delusions.
When you realise that you are someone's top priority a year back and now n not even in their priority list.
When you lose complete confidence in yourself and start hating yourself and doubting yourself.
When every day seems like a drag and a hell. 


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