Relativity and Mind

It's only 26 mins. That I stopped checking msgs. Feels like eternity

Watching the restless mind and it's creations. Emulating Ramesh (Amazon) when discussing with people. 

Mind was constantly struggling to message

Only to find after an hour which seemed like eternity that there was no message 

Dopamine

From Huberman labs : https://youtu.be/QmOF0crdyRU

Caffeine will increase a little bit. Chocolate (1.5x), sex (2x), nicotine (2.5x) and amphetamine (10x) increase dopamine by the times mentioned in braces.

Alcohol and Nicotine - can synergize to give higher dopamine. pre workout drinks also do it..also exercise and running (2x) for those who enjoy it. 

Big increases in dopamine aren't a good idea, because it causes later effects which severely reduces dopamine release

Tonic and Phasic Release

Dopamine has two pathways: movement and motivation/craving.

Dopamine is universal currency for foraging and seeking - food, water mate which provides sustainence in short term

New year new beginnings, Republic day

From today I have prayed Shiva to keep my inner space as simple as possible as original as possible, as complete as possible to be able to see things as they are, be able to take the right decisions and be able to do work effortlessly without getting entangled and praying the supreme Cosmos who is the creator of quantum physics and who is also the creator of quantum entanglement to create the reality like the way I am requesting it to be. 

New life

By Paramasiva's grace I have started a new job at Amazon, something which cleared my self-doubts about my will persistence. none of this would have happened without the grace of paramasiva and my parents. 

One month into it - I am continuing to be overwhelmed by the amount of things i have to learn and also by the sheer vast knowledge that i have to internalize.  

Yet there are many goals to be internalized perfectly - such as bramhacharya, and the ability to stay in contenplative states while doing my work, I am reading a book called "Meditation for Busy people" by acharya Rajaneesh (Osho). He quotes this

Wherever your attention alights, at that point experience

This is expected to create a circle between the object and the observer, and one can see the observer, observed and the act of observing both simultaneously. 

 My guru said something similar about Swami Vivekananda. he could gallop a complete book by using this technique. But the lady Sanyasin from the Swamis mission said differently - she said he could glance the whole page and get the gist of it.

Completion with different sexes

Due to the grace of paramasiva, I am grateful to have been blessed with completion with opposite sexes, same sexes, no sex, oversexed and undersexed aspects of the being which manifests in the world in many incompletions.

Paramasivoham