I was down with cough last week. After taking two medicines I became alright. (Wikoryl and Roxid). Then I screwed up my own health by overindulgence and partying with a friend over the long weekend
Result is more than a week of absence at work with no energy to do anything. Constant pain in the body random thoughts in the mind leading me to sinking to the bottom of an Abyss.
let this be a lesson to others on how not to live your life
The whole world (including me) is in an illusion. The illusion of working to live a livelihood. What is this livelihood that we are seeking - the ability to educate our kids so that they are prepared for the same illusion of setting their livelihood once they grow up, Earning money, making enough money to live a comfortable life, parties, trips over weekends and holidays, the sense of achievement when you make a business problem go away, gaining marketshare at the loss of someone's loss of marketshare, competition.
All I see during weekend and long holidays is this - married friends going out for drives to neighboring towns, villages just to while away the time as there is nothing else to do - sometimes in the excuse that wives are bored with the same work daily.
