Nithyanandam 💐
Wanted to share this story with you all with the intent that your integrity to Swamiji should get stronger after hearing this.
Today morning while going to work, I stopped by the temple and prayed Paramasiva that my Gurudeva Sri Paramahamsa Nithyananda told me that you are a Bholenatha and You simply respond. I completely believe in Him and don't need proof of it. However this mind of mine will be put to rest forever from its doubts if you can provide me an indication that there is a strong feeling connection between us and that I am part of your life and you are part of mine. To quell this mind of its doubts I request you to give an indication if possible either in the form of a flower falling, or some materialization happening etc. Waited for some time Nothing happened 😂.
I continued making the same prayer in the evening with a passive inner image after returning from work and finishing my workout at same temple. Also thanked Mahadeva for helping me break my laziness pattern as i could restart my workout after a long gap.
Then I sat after circambulation of the temple and started chanting the Mahavakya. To my ecstatic surprise, the garland which had been perfectly intact fell down on the left side of the Shivalinga diety as shown in the pictures below 🙏🏼💐
I have never met Swamiji nor attended any of the programs at the Aadheenam except attending his Webinars and YouTube videos. Yet Swamiji today out of his Love, listened to my prayer and proved my mind that the feeling connection is real out of his causeless Love ♥️. Thank you for this grace Mahadeva. Let this inspire me and everyone to be more integrated to Paramasiva Sri Nithyananda 🙏🏼💐
Aum Nithyananda Paramasivoham
The natural breathing pattern of body is ajapajapa.
Keep the mind outside during your interactions and wait for siva to guide your day
Aum Nithyananda Paramasivoham itself became my breath and bhakti.
Sakti - even using your energy to make simple changes such as changing your thinking, etc itself will make immense improvements.
Buddhi - accepting things which need not be changed.
While waking up observe the feeling your having when you're switching from Sushupti to Jagrat state. If the feeling is like getting up from a nightmare - you need to use Sakti. If you feel frustrated to get up then you need to accept things as they are more in life (buddhi)
Try this on a any problem you have when sleeping
Like fertile soil is a prerequisite for tree to grow, a space where are root patterns are destroyed creates the inner space for your will to manifest.
Try to play with it
Gurudevas example quote " With inner space of completion, I'm declaring I'm the space for my spouse listening to me". :)
Nothing can or will satisfy you, it'll just be a pursuit
The pursuit for happiness:
In jobs
In money
In New phone
In New electronic gadgets
In travel to new places
In New relationships
In better quality of life
Etc etc etc
Because By Nature you are Sat chit Ananda.
Use Vaak to visualise your mind and give a solution using your voice. By converting into Vaak the mind will stop inner chatter. It won't ask the same question again. If emails or gossips from people irritate you - thank Siva to help make you understand you're so clutched. And now you have an opportunity to unclutch.
Remember you don't have to think, act or do anything. Siva is running the universe with no thoughts. His energy will do what's necessary on its own.
If something needs to be done let Siva do it through your being, without thought being converted to Engrams (engraved memory)
Thoughts (Random) <> Engraved Memory (which makes you believe world is real including the I thought)
KaalaBhairava has his left leg (past) before right leg (future)
So much to be done (west thinks like this) causes people to look young (stop aging) .. however is not same as converting thought to engram... Everything is over (east thinks like this) ... Causes hastened aging.
Don't allow thoughts and Engrams to fight (Unclutching).
Summary: Don't let the past (conditioning) extend itself into the chronological future due to continuous conflicts between thoughts and Engrams (conditioning). This is past even though it may happen in chronological future. Causes aging.
In other words whatever happened and whatever course you have projected to happen in future (due to conditioning, Engraved memories etc is Past) even if it is yet to happen in future. Whereas whatever moments you lived in past without conflict between thoughts and engrams (or without being under the influence of engrams) is future even though it happened in the past.
Continuous Unclutching by going into chronological past and completing with the conditioning will reduce the past and create more future. With future getting extended with pure inner space of completion in the present - you start anti-aging. Thanks to my Guru Sri Paramahamsa Nithyananda for making me cognise this truth.
Source : https://youtu.be/q7vemMPAQOY
Shakti - Having the will power and persistence to change what has be changed
Buddhi - The wisdom to understand and accept whatever cannot or should not be changed.
Yukti - Having the clarity - that no matter how much ever you change or not change, whatever you perceive as reality is in itself a changing dream
Bhakti - Irrevocable love and devotion to the aspect of you / the cosmos which never changes.
Observed a behavioral pattern in mind ... Mind wants to follow guru (eating food which is like liquid - dal khichdi at Udupi), same time wants to also listen to guru's saying which is to its favour (same food eating will get boring)... Body needs a change once a while....using 2 as a rationale (shaft) it wants to eat solid food like rotis ....
And when I question why isn't the mind following the guru of having liquid food - it justifies saying anyways in the last few weeks I have missed following the teachings (shafts influencing our decision making). Then I declared myself as I'm already unclutched and liberated (even though previously I didn't follow the instructions) and aligned it to guru's food. 🙏
Update on 16th Feb 2020: took a conscious decision to break my own vow due to some distraction in life. Need to complete with this. Watching a few comics can also divert the mind from vow. Need to be careful going fwd. A few days back a dream came which could have led to the breakage in continuity. Will renew my vow and complete with Paramashiva.
Update on 17th Sept 2019 : Still able to maintain continuity. My will has taken over the mind and body. Ayurveda has helped overcome my Allergies.
Update on 4th Aug 2019 : I am able to maintain integrity to this inner image and vow for more than a month now which is assuring. Thanks to Siva and Shakti. I see the mind and whatever it does for what it is - past. And I'm living in the unclutched space according to my guru Sri Nithyananda 🙏 ever indebted to Him for teaching me these techniques
27-06-2019 - My inner image : I vow to lead the life of a jivan Mukta, and of a brahmachari. Let this body and mind that I am bearing be integrated to my will. Let all old identities drop and let my new identity be of that of a jivan mukta. This means my body and mind won't encourage any thoughts other than that related to enlightenment, enriching all and gratitude to Siva 🙏
Let my will be done. Thanks to the cosmos and my Guru Sri Nithyananda for helping me arrive at this vow💐
- I was a water drop in the ocean
- I got picked by evaporation into the clouds
- it rained and I fell on some rocks
- got attached to those rocks but I slipped and had to let go and become part of the river
- got attached to the fishes there but then had to let go and continue flowing
- got attached to certain banks of the river , but then had to let go and continue flowing
- fell down and hurt myself many times in water falls and striking rocks in rough patches of the river
- many landscapes I observed on the banks were beautiful and I wanted to hold on. I may have been successful holding on to some banks for some time.
- eventually had to let go and continue flowing
- this constant attachment to banks and losing them made me realise one thing - I'm meant to flow in complete surrender
- I persisted flowing without getting attached
- many others flowing with me continued collecting sand, getting attached to banks only to lose them eventually
- some of them were happy being larger waves🙂 were proud of it
- some of them were upset with their shape as they flowed
- some of them wanted to be logical as to how to flow and what to do next
- some of them were blissfully tuned in to the river with no attachment and took life as it came
- finally the future became the present (meeting and merging in the ocean)
- then only I realised that even for one moment was I ever not water.
As water waves with ocean
And Flames with fire
The universal waves with us.
🙏
How can I convert this moment or job into attaining the Cosmos / enlightenment? How can whatever I'm doing take me to my goal of cosmos. If not how can I change it ?
From this day, I vow to bear the brahmacharya identity, this body which I inhabit will only be used for enlightenment and living the life of a jivan Mukta. This mind will only allow thoughts related to enlightenment and enriching others. Let all my bodily parts and organs co-operate in executing my will.
Every moment by my very nature I unclutch and I'm liberated. Is the ego which wants to control the mind and think it needs to do this or that.
Keeping the senses in the front, with attention in 3rd eye area and breath balanced. When does consciousness become the mind ? Try to find out while the 3rd eye breathes
Hamsa happening every moment. Not going with the pulls of rajas and tamas every second and being in satva - the middle path. Gaining clarity of Jiva and Jagat leading to clarity of Iswara also. Hamsa meditation also forces you to accept yourself as you are. And come back to satva.
The patterns are dead already only life is will
Breaking the shafts of the past every moment
Take a Hamsa breath before any talking or deciding and listening and feel Sivas energy working through people around you. Guiding you to make you successful. Realise it's a dream at the end of the day.
Let me have 4 things : Shakti, Buddhi, Yukti and Bhakti
Remember you and everyone around you is a walking mirror - reflecting the thoughts put in you by others
Every time I chant the Mahavakya, remember that it's Siva (light of awareness, energy) looking at the fluctuating mind and body.
Create a circle where you are seeing the diety and diety is seeing you. Use it for people you interact with and also for things like books.
Looks like something happened to me. The energy is suddenly vanished and I'm back to old ways. Inspiration suddenly gone. Praying Siva to help me get back to His space and State
Nov 2 2018 a big day in my life as I experienced the auspicious kundalini energy awakening in me from base of spine to Sahasrara chakra like how a twister or hurricane connects earth and the sky
Thanks to the great Siva SatGuru Sri Nithyananda whose words clicked in me experience this beautiful energy. A lot of root patterns got cleared after this experience. Body and mind became more active and energetic as if infused by super-consciousness.
Awareness stays in the now except when I indulge myself in too much of new TV and food and external ramifications.
