54+ tiny habits

Able to manifest 50-60 habits everyday to manifest whatever I want to manifest. Thanks to Tiny habits from BJFogg. Never has been a time where this being in me felt more in control of this body and mind. Thank you Paramasiva for making me manifest whatever I want. This COVID situation has helped me progress immensely on my spiritual goals. Thank you Paramasiva. Again and again at your feet.

I have the atma linga in my chest all the time, Ajapajapa happening constantly whenever possible, mind in unclutching and heart in a strong feeling connection with Paramasiva. While all this is happening - able to manifest breaking of laziness patterns by daily exercise and yoga, active lifestyle, nirahara samyama (bit difficult to follow at parents place but managing). Able to do Siva pooja daily with beautiful flowers. Able to visit temple almost every other day. Able to break the usual engrams leading to anti-aging - be it of lust or other desires related to body, identify them when they start bringing their hoods up and catch them and ferociously Unclutch from them.

Able to Also manifest learning whatever I want in Artificial intelligence, Machine learning, Agile SW using LEAN, reading books etc.

Now I need to focus on Awakening the kundalini fire 🔥 and making it manifest strongly in my life like how it happened in 2018 Nov. 

Aum Nithyananda Paramasivoham

Thank you Parandhama Paramashiva

Today you listened to my prayers and I didn't even realise until my spouse mentioned it

- she said you prayed and RCB won and players used to get out when you asked. I didn't realise this 😀 she was complaining that I didn't pray for her problem with same intensity. I said her health also will get better and I'm praying and asked her to be patient and eat papayas 😀

-  by night her health was ok and thank you Paramasiva for helping her.

Please keep her sweet and calm always because that's when she is at her best. 

Meanwhile had a beautiful darshan today

Dreams

Ok dreams we don't have control over instincts. This is what I experienced today. Basic Instincts are so strong that they show up in dreams. 

Muscle memory and Biomemory needs to change and align to your will - not enough if it happens at physical level during wakefulness states.

Powerful ferocious unclutching today

Today my mind you a path of its own instinctively and tiny habits technique helped me to come out to it. 

I used this instance as the anchor, when mind becomes instinctive and saw the engram / engraved memory trying to take control and express itself, placed it at Siva's feet and powerfully and ferociously Unclutched. 

I should celebrate this achievement in a big way as this isn't an easy thing to achieve. Many many masters have failed here and I was able to manifest my power of observation and ferocious unclutching over it. 

Aum Haam Haum Sivaya Namaha

Aum Nithyananda Paramasivoham

Differentiate between engram and thought

While listening to Karpagame kanparai and waiting for office meeting to start 

I realised today how engrams come up and force you to take action, it's like instinctively making you do things. 

Thank you Paramasiva now you've taught me to how to observe them and unclutch from them.